Thursday, January 16, 2025

THE HOME HAS MOVED ON- Poetry

 THE HOME HAS MOVED ON




 

You gave everything to it.

Time.

Love.

Resources.

Your best memories are in those walls

(and even some of your worst).

You grew there.

You cried there.

Loved ones surrounded you on the inside.

And at times, you felt all alone.

Yet, it knew you more intimately than your closest friends.

It saw you at your greatest.

It witnessed parts of you that you wish no one to see.

 

But now, the home has moved on.

 

It was sold without your consent.

A mother, father, or lover wishing to move on,

Though, you have not moved on.

It was your home.

And in your heart, it always will be.

But when you drive by it, it has changed.

It doesn’t acknowledge you.

 

The home has moved on.

 

In its walls, another family lives.

It has given its whole self to them.

They run through its halls.

They have destroyed your loving hand,

and put their flare to it.

 

And the home has moved on.

 

But you have not.

How you ach to go inside.

How you want to feel its flooring beneath your feet.

You know its intimate secrets as well.

The place where the floor creeks.

The windows that don’t latch properly.

You knew it with its hideous wallpaper

(Thankfully, now hidden from the world).

You knew it when its plumbing failed

(how embarrassing for it).

You knew every inch of it,

Yet the home has moved on.

But you loved it.

You still do.

You desperately want to go inside,

To smell it, to feel it, to see it.

 

But the home has moved on.

 

Yet, you can never move on.

It is the essence of you,

The one sure thing.

It was your foundation,

Though you can never return.

If only it would smile at you as you drove by,

Invite you in, where you can exchange memories.

But sadly,

Heartbreakingly,

Devastatingly,

 

The home has moved on.


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The Home Has Moved On

by Stephanie Daich

Saturday, January 11, 2025

NO MOTHER -Poetry

 

 NO MOTHER


 



No mother

Will return to her former self.

She is bits of who she was

But entirely new

Refined by the nights she sacrifices

Cultivated by putting others first

Polished yet dulled by her service.

No mother

Is free like she used to be

Giving her will to others

Winning and losing

But never whole.

Scarred by unmet dreams.

Blasted by daily guilt.

Chained by obligations.

No mother

Is the same.

Nor would she ever change this.


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No Mother

by Stephanie Daich

THE WORLD NEEDS GOD MORE THAN EVER -Poetry

  THE WORLD NEEDS GOD MORE THAN EVER

 


Spring forth, all the good, spill out of me.

            Don’t get beguiled by the clever.

Share my light so others can see.

            The world needs God more than ever.

 

Stand tall, all the strength, do not flee.

            Stay strong, in the good endeavor.

Give my time, bend my knee.

            The world needs God more than ever.

 

Hold tight, all the love that I might see.

            Stay close to God forever.

Atone for my sins, God sets me free.

            The world needs God more than ever.

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The World Needs God More Than Ever

by Stephanie Daich

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

I HAVE SOLD MY SOUL -Poetry

 I HAVE SOLD MY SOUL -Poetry







I have sold my soul to the mighty pen.
I have sold my soul for the very few wins.
I give my time to the characters I created.
I give my time to the stories dictated.
I hold my disappointment to rejection.
I hold to the hope of the submission selection.
I want to walk away and do something else.
I want to stop and walk away.
I want to quit, but I am pulled by the sway.
I need to leave for some social fun.
I need to leave for a bit of sun.
But the ideas are flowing through my head.
To stop now fills me with dread.
I will ignore all my other needs.
I will neglect all my other deeds. 
I have sold my soul to the mighty pen.
I have sold my soul for the very few wins.

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I Have Sold My Soul

by Stephanie Daich

REMINISCING SWEETER TIMES -Poetry

 

REMINISCING SWEETER TIMES -Poetry





Do you remember the feeling of chalk, David
And the screeching sound it made pushed
Against the chalkboard?
Do you remember the erasers as they stirred up
Little dust storms of white powder
And the burning of pink erasers against misspelled words,
Back and forth, over the smell of freshly printed papers,
Still warm to the touch?
Do you remember the sound of assemblies, Dear David?
Do you remember the vibration of the metal chairs as we slid them across the industrial tile
And our eyes scanned the room for a glimpse of our special friends, who happened to be in separate classrooms
And the staring eyes fixed on stone-faced teachers as they made their way around the room
And avoiding those eyes, constantly feeling as if we had done something wrong?
Do you remember the lingering smell of lunch urine as you watched the fifth graders on the stage, singing about the fifty nifty United States, secretly hoping to grow older for your own turn?
Do you remember the play yard, which seemed ginormous with its fields and grass for chasing each other, and the playground with slides that burned your skin
And sand that made its way into every crevice and the treasures beneath if you just dug deep enough
And the rubber balls and jump ropes
And the bullies always just out of sight of the duty teachers?
Do you remember how badly we wanted to grow up, to leave it all behind, to become part of the league of big kids?
Do you remember how desperate we were to leave?
Now David, what I wouldn’t give to return, to return to the good-old days, days with hardly a care.
Don’t you agree, David? Wouldn’t you like to return with me to a time of innocence and to a time when you were still alive?

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Reminiscing Sweeter Times

by Stephanie Daich

https://stephdaich3.wixsite.com/phoenix-z-publishing


Monday, December 9, 2024

PUBLISHED WRITINGS Follow Stephanie Daich at:

   


The Arrowhead by Stephanie Daich - Youth Imagination (silverpen.org)

Time To Disappear – Across the Margin

Stephanie Daich – Havok Publishing (gohavok.com)

LUST by Stephanie Daich | Adelaide Literary Magazine (adelaidemagazine.org)

MODERN MAGIC - anthology (author-author.net)

https://www.amazon.com/GREATEST-ANTHOLOGY-WORLD-Edited-SOURAV/dp/B09ZHX3SKN

https://agapereview.com/?s=stephanie+daich

Amazon.com: The Stars and Moon in the Evening Sky: A Poetic Anthology (Poetic Anthologies): 9798835271405:


 Southern Arizona Press, Gilliland, Paul, Fletcher, James T, Ahern, Kevin, Caputo, Lorraine, Tefft, Marianne, Sadakierski, Kathryn, Forster, Brittany, Fisher, Mark A, Edwards, Carol: Books

Open Skies Poetry: Volume 1: Press, Open Skies, Glover, Courtney: 9798538939220: Amazon.com: Books

https://www.chickensoup.com/book/kindness-matters

https://www.amazon.com/Angels-Watching-over-Judy-Olsen/dp/1621083276

https://www.amazon.com/Angels-Beside-You-Judy-Olsen/dp/1621089118

Damn Darkness (emblazonedsoulreview.com)

Introspection: MockingOwl Roost's Volume 2, Issue 3

https://www.andrewcollege.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/05/Spire-Light-Journal-2022.pdf

https://brightflash1000.com/2022/12/05/changing-memories/amp/

October Hill Magazine, Winter 2022 (Volume 6, Issue 4).pdf - Google Drive

https://thestorycabinet.com/read-story/532

BACK ISSUES | Taj Mahal Review

Amazon.com: Our Pandemic eBook : Workout, The Writer's, Green, Theresa: Kindle Store

Youth Who Lost Their Way: Poetry (mockingowlroost.com)


https://adelaidemagazine.org/2023/02/11/how-did-i-become-the-beggar-by-stephanie-daich/

Stephanie Daich Fiction - The Writing Disorder

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0BZFLRBNY/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o00_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

Making Friends the Deadly Way - Literary Heist

Main (ihostfull.com)Main (ihostfull.com)

Spring Issue 2023 Panic — Last Girls Club

Contemporary Poems 2022 (lulu.com)

Main (ihostfull.com)

www.agapereview.com/AsIAllowMySoulToHeal


www.agapereview.com/DearGodPleaseDontLeave


www.agapereview.com/GodChasesAwayOurFears


The MockingOwl Roost Triannual Issue: Overcoming


www.agapereview.com/DearGodStephanie


Poetry Special 2023 - the MockingOwl Roost


https://www.writersworkout.net/our-pandemic


Amazon.com: Tales of the Strange eBook : Workout, The Writer's: Kindle Store


Audio Poem – Lil Burt – Smarty Pants Kids (smartypantsmagazineforkids.com)


As I Allow My Soul to Heal — THE WAY BACK TO OURSELVES (thewayback2ourselves.com)


HOME | Scars (gerstorff.wixsite.com)


https://agapereview.com/2024/03/17/themortalstory/


https://agapereview.com/2024/03/17/thelist/


https://agapereview.com/2024/03/17/godshouse/


https://agapereview.com/2024/03/17/ikneelatthealtar/


https://agapereview.com/2024/03/17/theworldneedsgodmorethanever/


  https://2ndchanceband.bandcamp.com/album/i-ll-work-his-ways?t=1

(The band I am, playing the amazing songs by Eli Jenkins)