Wednesday, May 15, 2024

THE MORAL STORY -Poem

 THE MORAL STORY





My conscience on my left shoulder, temptation on the right;

Good versus evil, within a mighty fight.

The body wants pleasure, the soul, eternal life.

 The good and bad in me are always in strife.

God gives all that is good, while Satan bestows his pleasure.

Catechism and good books are how my soul will measure.

The glittery things of the world easily draw me in.

The virtue of my soul is there, but quite often is the sin.

My bodily appetites take over, my salvation on the line.

Today, I do the service; tomorrow, I give into wine.

The pits of Hell welcome me, and so does Heavenly Glory.

The battle between good and bad is the mortal story.

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The Mortal Story

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

THEY SAY YOU CAN’T DO THAT -Mother Returning to School -LIFE

THEY SAY YOU CAN’T DO THAT -Mother Returning to School -LIFE

 








The moment you give in to them is the moment you lose your way.

Despite those who doubted my motives, I returned to school to finish my education when I had four small kids at home. I enjoyed being a mom but missed so much of my former self. Going by Universities was an instant depression trigger, that could burrow deep within my psyche and plague me for months. I had married during spring break with every intention of getting my degree, but my journey into motherhood put that on hold, and it broke me inside.

Returning to school terrified me and created a difficult path as I balanced nursing school and family, but I was doing it! My acquisition of knowledge was a noble step in my life. I had anticipated the hard work it would take, but I wasn’t prepared for those who made me feel like a demon for going to school.

“You are needed in the home.”

“Why would you leave your kids?”

“This isn’t your place.”

What had happened to “You can be anything you want when you grow up?”

The attack of words slung my way hurt tremendously.

I am happy that I didn’t let the haters dictate my life. I reached down to the young Stephanie and said, “Keep going. You can be anything you want.”

And with perseverance, I did.

I am educated!

During all the hours of homework and clinicals, my children learned through my example that they could do hard things. My daughters saw me fight for my education. They learned the value of becoming strong women, as one has become a Marine and the other a pilot.

Don’t listen to those who want to tear you down.

Believe in yourself and go for it.

You have one life.

LIVE IT!

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WHAT TO DO IF THEY SAY YOU CAN'T- Mother Returning to School

by Stephanie Daich




YOUR MENTAL RIDE -Poetry

 YOUR MENTAL RIDE





You were cruel when you first approached me

I hold my tongue as your words flow

I’m shaking inside

As you take me on a verbal ride.

See the pain, see the harshness; your words sear.

As you place this at my feet.

You say I must.

Or you’ll meet defeat.

Then I say, how could you

Put this burden on my back

This is your doing,

You need to take the responsibility back.

You tried to tie your consequences back to me

I die inside as your situation pierces me

I’m withering inside.

As you take me on a mental ride.

See the hurt, see your lack of care; but you don’t care.

As you place this at my feet.

You say I must.

Or you’ll meet defeat.

Then I say, how could you

Put this burden on my back

This is your doing,

You need to take the responsibility back.

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Your Mental Ride

by Stephanie Daich

ALWAYS FIRST- Poetry

ALWAYS FIRST







With closed eyes, we do not see,

A rotting nation,

Whose citizens fight one another,

Instead of uniting.

 

 

Among colleagues, we push and shove,

As selfish people,

Stepping on each other,

To get ahead.

While wearing blinders, we believe,

Compared to others,

We are better than all,

Yet, putting ourselves first.

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Always First

by Stephanie Daich

Saturday, May 4, 2024

THE ADDICTION HAS WON AGAIN -Poetry

 THE ADDICTION HAS WON AGAIN






Succumbed again.

               One day in four.

 How did I fail?


A blight, a sting

               A beguiling tune.

Controlling me.


Day one -so strong.

               Nothing will take me down.

I have it this time.


Look at the pitiful fools.

               Drowning their will in their addiction.

Not me. Never again.


Wanderlust with the eyes.

               The substance catches my attention.

Leave me alone!


Day three -I fade in and out.

               I have this. I do!

I made it one more day!


I can do this. I will never fall again.

               I am power.

Power. That is me.


And now, here I am,

               Gripped by my madness.

The addiction has won again.

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The Addiction Has Won Again

by Stephanie Daich

Selling Out the Nation -Flash Fiction

Selling Out the Nation







I stared at the bank foreclosure. “I’m sorry, Dad.” Four generations had successfully farmed my land. Not only did I run the largest farms in the Midwest, but I also owned a legacy. Of course, I didn’t have to lose it. The government made that clear with its deceitful proposition. But could I ruin our nation to save my farm?

I picked up a handful of miniature microchips about the size of a strawberry seed.

My daughter Grace entered the kitchen, and I quickly stuffed the microchips into my pocket. She had prominent bags under her eyes, dark and sorrowful like a middle-aged man would have, not a young girl in her prime.

“Is this my last day at school?” she asked behind sniffles.

I couldn’t look at her. Tomorrow, the police would escort us off our property. If I didn’t team up with the corrupt government with their plan, that was. I put my hand in my pocket and fingered the little microchips.

“Please, Dad, tell me you found a way to save our home.” She bent forward into my face. Her long hair draped over my shoulders.

“Grace, let’s go,” my wife Samantha said as she walked into the kitchen. She looked more emotionally wrecked than Grace.

“Please, Dad, tell me you found a way to save our home.”

“He could save it if he just went into business with the government.” Samantha opened the cupboard, pulled out two glasses, then slammed the cupboard shut. I jumped. “But he has too much pride. He would rather lose his great-great-great-granddad’s land than go into business with anyone.” She banged the glasses on the cupboard.

She didn’t know what the government intended to do. She believed it was just a partnership, an expansion.

“Such pride.”

It tore me apart to see my family so unhappy.

“Fine, I’ll do it.”

Grace threw her arms around my neck. “Really, Dad, really?”

I couldn’t look at her or Samantha. They didn’t realize what they were asking of me. Selfishly, I would save our home, but I would screw the nation.

“Oh, thank you, thank you,” Samantha said as she filled the cups with orange juice. She didn’t hug me. We had way too much tension between us for that. She handed a cup to Grace and with her free hand, grabbed her keys.

“Let’s go,” she said with a much happier tone.

“Thanks again, Dad,” Grace said as she left the kitchen, blowing me a kiss.

I ripped up the foreclosure letter. I thought it would bring satisfaction, but it didn’t. I called Josh from the Government office. “Fine, I’ll sign,”

“I knew you would come to your senses.”

I hung up on him.

I pulled the microchips out of my pocket. Within the year, these would be enlaced in all my produce. I would keep a section of my farm untainted, only for Samantha, Grace, and me to eat from. And within the year, the rest of the nation would succumb to ultimate government control.

But at least I saved the farm.

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Selling Out the Nation

by Stephanie Daich

YOU THEN I -Poetry

 YOU THEN I






You told me it was real

You had me believe

You used the art of deception

Hiding truth in your sleeve

I based my concepts from you

I saw from your eyes

I defended your world

I trusted your lies

You tried to withhold knowledge

You closed the subject down

You made me feel dirty

You controlled all around

I’ve entered enlightenment

I’ve left behind your ways

I feel confused and angry

I create a new path to blaze 

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You Then I

by Stephanie Daich