Thursday, May 18, 2023

OUR TREE -Flash Fiction

Our Tree







“Mom! There’s floating poop again.”

My heart sinks. Not again. Didn’t the toilet just back up? I run downstairs, forgetting about the baby. Before I get to the bottom of the stairs, the stench hits—the heavy smell of sewage. Brown water spills out of the bathroom onto the hall. The filth permanently embeds into the carpet. This is getting old. I press my fist into my chest.
Tears stream down my face. How come this always happens when my husband is in the field?
Hailey looks up at me, ankles deep in pipe sludge.
“I didn’t do it,” she stammers after seeing the expression of horror on my face.
“I know, but why are you standing in it?” My voice comes out sharper than I meant to. She has her ballet slippers on. “Hailey, you ruined your slippers. Why are you standing in it?” I scream, unable to control the rage that flames within. Her huge brown eyes widen on her four-year-old face.
“Go wash your feet. And your shoes are ruined. I can’t afford to buy new ones right now.”
With my husband serving Uncle Sam, I had thought we would live financially comfortably, but instead, we live off maxed-out credit cards.
“Stop crying, and go wash your feet,” I bark.
I don’t have time for this today.
I find the shop vac in the garage while spewing profanities at life.
When I get back downstairs, my eleven-month-old baby is splashing and giggling in the sewer pool.
“No, Edith!” I wail as I drop the shop vac and rescue my baby. The putrid water will have to wait.
I bathe Edith and Hailey in the upstairs tub. After the girls are clean, I call out for my ten-year-old. “Julie!”
She doesn’t come.
“Julie!” I howl.
Still no Julie.
I carry Edith on my hip and drag Haily to Julie’s room. When I open the door, Julie looks up from the floor. She holds up her picture.
“It’s our tree,” she says, looking at me. “See, there is the robin in the birdfeeder we made. Then look, Hailey and Edith are on the swings, and that is me on the top branch.”
I love that tree, one of the reasons for buying this house. She has done a wonderful job on her picture, but I don’t have time for this.
“Julie, the toilet has backed up again. I need you to watch the girls.” I put them next to her. Her eyes drop. I guess I should have told her how much I like the picture, but I can’t think.
“What about ballet?” Hailey asks.
“I am sorry. You are going to have to miss it,” I say as I run downstairs.
After the horrific job of sucking up sewage, I shower, then take a break and look for my kids. I hear giggles outside.
There they are, just like in Julie’s picture. Edith contently sways back and forth in the baby swing. Hailey propels from the tire swing. Up in the branches, Julie maneuvers around with grace smoother than Tarzan. I climb the branches and sit next to Julie. All my tension and frustration carry away into the leaves.
“I love our tree,” Julie says.
“Me too.”
My fingers trace the etching I had put up here the day we moved in. Elizabeth & Doug. When we looked for a home in Brigham City, Utah, we considered a few other homes with more room than this one, but this tree had called to us. We bought this house for this tree.
The Roto-Rooter truck pulls up, and my serenity vanishes. As the serviceman stands at my front door, I drop out of the tree next to him, and he jumps.
“Hi, Beth,” he says.
One shouldn’t be on a first-name basis with a Roto-Rooter guy.
“I can’t do this again,” I say, trying not to cry.
“Well, I told you what you need to do. When they built these homes, they used Orangeburg piping. Eventually, everyone in this neighborhood will have to replace it. Those pipes were made out of cardboard.”
“I can’t afford that.”
“Well, then, I guess we’ll have a standing appointment every other month. I don’t mind. You keep us in business.” His front teeth protruded while he chuckled.
“Just let yourself in,” I say, climbing back into my leaf cathedral.
After the Roto-Rooter guy drives away, I put together a lovely picnic of peanut butter sandwiches, cookies, and punch and spread the blanket under the tree.
“Can we dress up?” Hailey asks.
“Yes, we need something fun today.”
Soon enough, we dive into a world of make-believe under the tree. As the tea party wraps up, my phone rings.
“Hi, Dad,” I say.
“You sound chipper. What is going on? Your voicemail sounded frantic.”
“It happened again, Dad. The sewer backed up again.”
“Didn’t you just go through this?”
My voice cracks up. “Yes, I can’t keep doing this. The guy says we will have to change our piping. We can’t afford that.”
“Listen, you can’t keep doing this. You keep putting a Band-Aid on an artery bleed. I will lend you the money to fix your pipe.”
“Oh, Dad, I can’t ask that of you.”
“Where is Doug?”
“He is in the field.”
“Elizabeth, just let me help my daughter.”
I swallow my pride. I make the appointment with a pipe guy on Dad’s credit.
A week later, as I push Edith and Hailey on the swings, the pipe guy carries a pile of papers to me.
“All right, I have good news and bad news,” he says. He had just spent a good amount of time scoping our pipes.
“Okay.”
“The good news is that the previous owners swapped out the Orangeburg pipes.”
I feel the weight of the world dissipate. I won’t have to replace the pipes.
“The bad news is,” he looks up at Julie. She stops moving and peers down at him, feeling his gaze.
“Your tree is shredding your pipes.”
“What do you mean?”
“Do you know what type of tree that is?”
“No.”
“Well, it appears to have aggressive roots. They have mangled your pipes. We will have to replace all your pipes. You would be good to cut the tree down, or it will just do it again.”
My heart sinks.
“You can’t cut down my tree,” Julie screams.
Hailey picks up on Julie’s hysterics. Her eyes fill with tears. “Don’t cut our tree.”
I watch the pipe man leave and crumble to a pile under the canopy.
This tree is our sanctuary. The girls spend half of their day in it. It shades our home, and I hardly have to run the air conditioner in the summer.
I bought this house for our tree.
Why does Doug have to be gone right now?
Julie drops from the branches and throws her body over my back. Hailey joins. Both girls wail as if I had just told them their dad had died.
“Please don’t take our tree.”
“Mom, promise you won’t take the tree.”
I don’t have an answer.
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Our Tree
by Stephanie Daich





Saturday, May 13, 2023

DREAM ADDICTION -Flash Fiction

DREAM ADDICTION



 





"If you had told me about the pain, I never would have signed up. Why did you hold that from me? Yes, I know I bought a fantasy, but I didn't understand the cost."
I rub my aching temples. "Do you hear me? I didn't understand!" My fist slams the cinder block wall crushing my fourth and fifth knuckles. The room feels like a jail cell. It might as well be one, for what he took from me is worse than purgatory. I pace in circles as the soft floor squishes under my feet.
"This will change your world," He had told me. I look at my watch. Had that only been twenty minutes ago?
My heart thuds dully in my chest. "Clara," I wail and drop to my knees, sinking into the springy ground.
Her realness cannot be removed with a simple awaking. Her long, curly hair bounced on her shoulders whenever she moved her head. Those lips, sweet red lips. How many times had I kissed them? I can still taste her, smell her.
"Clara," I bemoan and bury my hand in my face, despite the now throbbing knuckles. A remembrance of our wedding plays in my mind. It couldn't have been more perfect. We married on the beach in Hawaii, surrounded by all the people we loved. The sun met the ocean as we sealed our vows with a kiss.
I will never find a love like Clara. "NEVER!"
We just celebrated our 60th wedding anniversary. Everyone was there, our kids Taylor and Ann. No dad would be prouder of those kids than I am. -My kids. People had always carried on about how hard parenthood was, but not for Clara and me. We had model-perfect kids. And those grandkids of mine. They brought me the very meaning of living.
A deep vise grip tightens my heart as darkness pulsates my shrinking heart chambers.
"You demon! How could you give me the world and then pull the plug?"
The darkness from my heart travels with my blood to every cell, infecting even the capillaries.
"I wish death to this. DEATH! Why don't you just kill me now?"
I stand and straighten my wrinkled shirt. -such an ugly, cheap shirt. I hadn't worn a shirt of such shabby quality in 60 years. Well, I guess that isn't true. It was only this morning I put on this thrift-store find.
"Steve, you dress like a hobo," I say to myself. Now I have another thing to mourn, the loss of my closet—rows of Ermenegildo Zegna suits. I had demanded the Italian brand of sophistication.
-Gone!
"My yacht. My servants. My island. Gone."
Where do I live? I fish in my brain, past half a century, to remember my real home. That is right. I live in some heroin user's basement. He needed someone to cover the rent, and I barely did it with my pizza delivery job.
Board meetings. Conferences. Speeches. None of that defines me anymore. Returning truth reminds me of the painful reality of delivering pizzas and begging for tips.
Behind me, the door creeks open. I wipe my tears before I spin around.
There he is. The man who gave me the world and then ripped it away. A world that promised the greatest pleasures out there. Clara flashes across my mind. Sixty years of passionate pleasure. My wife. My companion. All gone. She never existed. The grip on my heart tightens the pressure to the point it might explode. I hope it does. I can't take this. Knowing that the dream had fabricated my life is worth death.
I charge at Randell. That is his name, right? The Dream Master tech. He gave me everything I had wanted—more than I had hoped for. I had paid for that. But he hadn't told me about the soul-wrenching pain of loss.
My hands wrap around his neck.
"Give me my family back!" I scream.
"Steve, it was all a fantasy. You paid for twenty minutes of fantasy."
Sixty years. How could that have only been twenty minutes?
"Hook me back up. Hook me back up now!" I demand as my hands tighten his throat. I have never choked anyone out, but I can feel his arteries pulsate under my hand, and I must be close.
Hands grab my arms, and four men pull me away from Randell. He lets out a loud breath of air and coughs. His face looks almost as red as my shirt.
I fight the men with a strength I didn't know I had, yet they subdue me as their heavy bodies trap me to the floor.
"Steve, you must calm down," one guy says.
"Yes, if you are calm, then you always have the option of buying another twenty-minute session."
I stop fighting and consider their offer. I could get Clara and the kids back.
"You are completely in charge of your fantasy," Randell had instructed me as he had hooked the electrodes to my head earlier.
I look around for Randell, but he has snuck out of the room.
Excitement settles me. Then I remember the cost. I had saved three years of tip money for that twenty-minute session. I didn't have the funds for another round of fantasy. Disappointment hits me because I had piles of money in my dream.
Every part of it had been real.
*
Two years later, I find myself again in the white room. Am I really going through this again? The last two years had been hell as I tried to erase Clara and my family from my mind. But I couldn't. Every minute without them had tortured me.
I will only have twenty minutes, and then I will have to return to my disappointing life. But twenty minutes in fantasy is at least sixty more years of life-right?
Marc, the new Dream Master tech, hooks the electrodes to my brain. I can hardly contain my excitement.
"Clara, I am coming home!"

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Dream Addiction
by Stephanie Daich


SIX MILE CYPRESS SLOUGH PRESERVE—Nature Nonfiction

Six Mile Cypress Slough Preserve





The moment I enter, all cares disappear. Walking through the iron gate, I venture into a reverenced habitat, nature’s holy cathedral. I absorb energy from the mighty cypresses reigning as sentinels to the most majestic wetland in Florida. A tranquil atmosphere entrances me as fellow explorers meditatively take their place in this haven.
Stunning. Does that adequately describe the preserve that protects Florida’s valued and endangered wildlife? I stand in my nature church with my soul captured, communing with divine lifeforms within Six Mile Cypress Slough Preserve.
Slowly I traverse the wooden pathway and behold a vast population of plants, such as bromeliads and orchids. Their floral scent relaxes me. A small rabbit rests next to a Saw palmetto, while a raccoon hangs in an American Elm above.
Water clings to my arm hairs as the humid air carries hempvine’s sweet aroma to my senses. I close my eyes and allow the experience to remove the day’s stress. In the background, the grunting of a boar calls my attention, almost sounding like an alligator. I open my eyes and watch the portly animal tenaciously uprooting a plant. Two little piglets leave their mama’s side to venture through the swamp as their little brown and pink bodies scavenge along the ground.
Traveling wildlife uses the slough as a resting stop. I, too, use the slough as my hiatus. Here, my worries and problems don’t exist. The wetlands wash away my troubles as I feel closer to nature and God in the protective enclosure of the canopy. As I venture through the sacred corridor, I instantly find a shallow pond with a gathering of egrets, their long necks carrying them with the lordship of a swan.
I linger at Pop Ash Pond, watching a procession of turtles on a log. The charming turtles move around to capture the sun’s rays and warm their bodies.
I rest at Gator Lake and scan the still waters. Excitement rushes in as I see a dark knob protruding from the water. But the joy dissipates as I realize it is only a log. I keep browsing until I find the prize—an alligator with the bonus of two babies. I lean over the railing and allow time to pass as I try not to intrude on the special relationship of these reptiles. The mama hardly moves, appearing like a waxed figure, yet her babies climb over her and then roll off into the water. As I take in the beauty of the lake, a Wood Stork stops to fish. The long-legged water bird is almost the size of a Great Blue Heron. It would be a treat if I saw a Heron today.
I go through the preserve when my phone vibrates against my leg. My work cruelly intrudes upon my serenity. My lunch break came and went. Somehow, I lost two hours in my paradise. Sadly, I make my way to the parking lot, leaving a bit of my soul behind. For me, Six Mile Cypress Slough is the most enchanting place on earth.
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Six Mile Cypress Slough Preserve
by Stephanie Daich


EDUCATION -Poetry



It is always good to give,
And lift a sorrowful life.
But it’s better to teach,
Then just let one leech.
Education is the true gift,
When you choose to give outreach.

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Education
by Stephanie Daich

Thursday, April 6, 2023

Infinity of Thought -Poetry



As thought moves across the Celestial Sphere,
As sounds vibrate that only you hear,
As new ideas plant their seed,
It's time to listen and take heed.
The infinity of thought is boundless.
The ideas ruminating are often soundless.
Answering its persistent call.
Surrendering yourself to its all.

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Infinity of Thought
by Stephanie Daich

Monday, April 3, 2023

An Empty Stomach -Flash Fiction

 An Empty Stomach


He ignores his

pain as he flips the burger on the grill, the meat sizzling as hot grease
splatters.

Using his
muscle, he mashes the potatoes smooth, without lumps, stirring in parsley and
garlic.

The blanched
asparagus broils, sprinkled with parmesan cheese.

He paints
butter on his hot fresh rolls with an artist's stroke, still steaming from the
oven.

The savory
smell of dinner tortures him.

China, silver,
and linen adorn the table.

After the
other's feast, he carries everything back to the kitchen and carefully washes
the ware, hand drying each piece.

With the lights
off, he leaves the kitchen.

He takes the
long walk home in the dark as he pulls his thin jacket tighter around him,
insufficient for the cold.

His stomach
screams at him for his turn to eat.

At home, he
mixes the government-dehydrated milk into a froth and pours it on the slice of
stale bread. He consumes his only meal of the day and climbs into bed for five
hours of sleep.

He will arise
before the sun and make the long walk to his employer's mansion.

He will do it
all again as he ignores the pain in his stomach.